--its like taking me to the top of the tallest mountain

Thu, 22 Jun 2006 15:25:36 GMT

all i need to know
kenny chesney--

With a little luck this ol' truck will get me home today
With a little more i'll still have this job tomorrow
Weather man says a wet weekend he just might be right
But rain or shine you'll be mine tonight

That's all i need to know
In a world where most things come and go
I'll always have you to hold
And that's all i need to know

Heaven knows i ain't even close to bein' god's gift to women
But in your arms i feel like i am
I don't know it all, i sure can't solve
The problems of the human race
But i know how to bring a smile to your face

That's all i need to know
In a world where most things come and go
I'll always have you to hold
And that's all i need to know

Darlin', say it one more time
You will forever be mine

That's all i need to know
In a world where most things come and go
I'll always have you to hold
And that's all i need to know
I'll always have you to hold
That's all i need to know

so i've heard this song a millions times before, and i've always liked it, but now i listen to it on repeat. i'm in a wonderful mood, i'm going swimming at jackie's as soon as i leave here, which is in about 5 minutes. yea, i'm just loving life right now. and brittany's home!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! woo* i missed her soooo much. omg-i was supposed to go by her house last night too, and i just now remembered, anyway, have a lovely day!!

Wed, 14 Jun 2006 02:32:35 GMT

so this is probably one of my all time favorite songs ever--some parts are a little harsh--right!?! but i love it.

[Intro]
Story of my life
Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
Cause it seems that wrong
Really loves my company

[Verse 1]
Hes more than a man
And this is more than love
The reason that the sky is blue
But clouds are rolling in
Because I'm gone again
And to him I just can't be true

[Hook]
And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

[Chorus]
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer

[Verse 2] I feel it in the air
As I'm doing my hair
Preparing for another date
A kiss up on my cheek
He's here reluctantly
As if I'm gonna be out late
I say I won't be long
Just hanging with the girls
A lie I didn't have to tell
Because we both know
Where I'm about to go
And we know it very well

[Hook]
Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

[Chorus]

[Outro]
Our Love, his trust
I might as well take a gun and put it to his head
Get it over with
I don't wanna do this
Anymore (anymore)

so i'm at britt's--this is the only place i've been since graduation. i haven't seen anybody but her. lol-i'm not complaining tho, i love her, and i pretty much hate everybody else. haha* not everybody, but if i've seen you, feel important. and if you think i wanna see you, let me know, and we'll work something out. me and britt have already had one heck of a summer, it's been hilarious already. she's leaving thursday morning for a week, and i'm gonna be completely lost without her.

i'm pretty sure i'm gonna go to georgia for about a week before i have to go to freakin' mountain empire. i love it down there, and my uncle mark is the coolest guy ever. i love him. i guess it all really depends on if the sheriff will let me lay outta work for another week, and if i can take being away from home and such for that long, again. --you know how it is--

and since i would like to keep my job, i need to go get ready for bed, so i can be on time for work in the morning, because i've already been informed to be there by 8*30. so this is long enough.

<3 y0u--

ashley

Mon, 05 Jun 2006 15:20:51 GMT

i <33333 it!!!!! :D

Tue, 23 May 2006 16:32:52 GMT

and im the girl who will burst out
laughing in dead silences because
of something that happened the day before...

--the only thing i regret about high school is that i haven't done half of what i've heard i've done--

yea, it's overcast, and we're all wayyyy burnt, so we're just hanging out in the condo, and i'm bored. i'm so ready for sunday to get here, i just want to get it over with. as much as i hate that place, it's not even gonna be funny how much i cry. seriously, i dont even wanna think about it. so this was supposed to be long, but i've gotta take a shower.

<3 you guys--

Tue, 23 May 2006 04:08:14 GMT

"You can't live your life for other people. You've got to do what's right for you, even if it hurts some people you love."

Don't waste your time lookin over your shoulder
Those loves from the past ain't gettin no closer
When I look in my future you're all I can see

And I'm gonna love you like it's the last day of my life--

so yea, i'm at the beach, and i'm bored, can you believe that?!? haha-it's been great, i'm loving every minute of being away from lee county, well almost every minute. ;) ya know how it is...

i'm so burnt, don't know if i've ever been this burnt...lol but i'm hoping it'll turn brown before graduation, cause if not, i'm gonna look reallll nice. i'm ready for it to all be over with. this summer should definitely be interesting, to say the VERY least, i'm excited tho.

you guys email me if anything good happens.

<3 you--

Fri, 19 May 2006 20:29:48 GMT

i'm leaving for the beach in the morning, you guys better miss me, cause i'm gonna miss you guys, at least some of you*

<3

asHbE-

Mon, 15 May 2006 18:07:58 GMT

What I really want is for him to be the one person in my life
that will never let me down.

things are finally winding down. it's almost over. i have THREE days left. i won't be there thursday because of dollywood, and then the week after i'll be at the beach, which i am extremely excited about. i just really need to get away from here for a while. we'll be back the saturday night before graduation. this summers plan consists of-work. haha* that's really perfectly fine tho, i love this place. and i was pretty worried this morning about whether or not i'd even be here, just ask jackie and alysha. i was flipping out. but the sheriff loves me, what can i say!?! ;) my butt has some major work to do in government, notebooks are due in there wednesday, and yea i don't have a lot of the notes that should be in there. and english...journals were due friday, i wasn't there, so they were due today, and yea, we didn't go. so i actually have a lot to do, and instead i'm updating this stupid thing. i should probably stop procrastinating, and do something productive.

♥ y0u-

Tue, 09 May 2006 17:53:22 GMT

Meredith: You don't get to call me a whore. When I met you, I thought I found the person that I was going to spend the rest of my life with... I was done. So all the boys and all the bars and all the obvious daddy issues.. who cared? Because I was done. You left me. You chose Addison. I'm all glued back together now. I make no apologies for how I chose to repair what you broke. You don't get to call me a whore.
Derek: This thing with us is finished. it's over.
Meredith: Finally.
Derek: Yeah, it's done.
Meredith: It is done.
-Grey's Anatomy

this was the BEST episode ever. i love this show.

i love this song--

Fri, 05 May 2006 19:37:37 GMT

DIERKS BENTLEY LYRICS

"Settle For A Slowdown"

I must look just like a fool here
in the middle of the road
standing there in your rearview
and getting soaked to the bone
this land is flat as it is mean
a man can see for a hundred miles
So I'm still praying I might see
the glow of a brake light.

But your wheels just turn,
down the road ahead
If it hurts at all
you aint showed it yet
I keep a lookin' for
the slightest sign that you might miss
what you left behind
I know there's nothing stopping you now
but I'd settle for a slowdown.

I held on longer then I should
Believing you might change your mind
And those bright lights of Hollywood
would fade in time.

But your wheels just turn
down the road ahead
If it hurts at all
you aint showed it yet
I keep a lookin' for
the slightest sign
that you might miss
what you left behind
I know there's nothing stopping you now
but I'd settle for a slowdown.

But your wheels just turn
down the road ahead
if it hurts at all
you aint showed it yet
your just a tiny dot on that horizon line come on tap those brakes
baby just one time
I know there's nothing stopping you now
Im not asking you to turn back around

I'd settle for a slowdown
come on just slow down
I'd settle for a slow down.

ok-rand0m updatE--

i woke up at 6*30-on SENIOR LAY OUT DAY, who does that?
i have ZERO plans for tonight.
i've had a bad day.
i expect too much.
i get mad about stupid stuff.
it's always about me.
that used to be a big joke, now it's taken a little more seriously, and i don't like it.
i don't have to go to school a whole week the rest of the year. :)
dollywood trip next weekend...woo*
i'm wayyy excited about this big beach trip!!
i have TWO government tests to make up...haha-and i haven't studied for either.
english presentations are almost over, which means poetry is right around the corner, ugh-
i've actually hated my job today, and today is definitely the LAST day i thought i would say that, strange huh!?

ok--this was pretty pointless, but it took up about ten minutes of the hour i have left.

<3 you-

stole this from aLex--

Wed, 03 May 2006 15:20:53 GMT

*So this is when we finally learn the real meaning of change. You do the things you used to be against, you date the people you thought you never would, & you befriend the people you used to hate. You'll learn what it's like to have your heart broken, to lose a friend that truly meant something to you, & to feel as if everything really is falling apart. There will be times that your life seems so absolutely horrible it feels like it's not real. Despite all this, good things will come too. You'll make the most amazing friends that will be there for you even when they probably shouldn't. Your broken heart will heal once you find the most perfect guy you've ever met, & just as nothing else can go wrong, things will only get better. There will be the days you are so happy, & the days that you feel like dying. Drama happens, gossip goes around, & people talk shit. Maybe this is just highschool, maybe it's life, or maybe this is just what growing up is.*

graduations getting sooo close. i'm ready, i've been ready for about 4 years now- i'm so sick of that place, i'm sick of most of the people in it, and the daily drama. it amazes me how immature people are. in the last year, i've realized who my real friends are, and i must admit, i was kinda surprised. oh well tho, it doesn't really matter.

season finale of ONE TREE HILL is tonight. i'm gonna cry like a baby--i can feel it. that's seriously the greatest show ever. i'm going to brittany's to watch it-pretty sure i'm staying with her. her and jordan are probably gonna laugh at me. -she always does- ;) <3 ya bertie*

work-hahah---is work. this place depresses me, there's seriously probably more drama here then at school. yea-no kidding! sheriff's outta town, so it's been a good week, but i'll admit, it's boring when he's not here. <3 him-

this summer's gonna kick ass. i'm so excited. and the BEACH--wow, i seriously can't wait. me, courtney, crissy, and TJ-it's gonna be awesome.

yea-this is wayyyy longer than i wanted it to be, so i'll stop here.

i love you--

and alysha--i love you, and you know i'm here for ya no matter what-

BTW-MY CELL PHONE NO LONGER WORKS-276-708-1309-SO DONT CALL IT! ITS A LONG STORY, DONT ASK! :(

this is my new favorite song*--

Sat, 22 Apr 2006 16:53:43 GMT

Lips Of An Angel Hinder lyrics
Artist: Hinder
Album: Extreme Behavior
Year: 2005
Title: Lips Of An Angel Print
Correct

Honey why are you calling me so late
It’s kinda hard to talk right now
Honey why are you crying is everything okay
I gotta whisper cause I can’t be too loud
Well, my girls in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It’s really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It’s funny that you’re calling me tonight
And yes I’ve dreamt of you too
And does he know you’re talking to me
Will it start a fight
No I don’t think she has a clue
Well my girls in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It’s really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those wordsa it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It’s really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel
(And I never wanna say goodbye)
But girl you make it so hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel
Honey why are you calling me so late

Wed, 12 Apr 2006 19:55:33 GMT

didn't know love could run this deep
didn't know i'd lose this much sleep <3

and in the middle of all this, i started
to think about the one thing that makes me
feel really good and makes immediate sense,
and it's you.

there is something about the moment when you
realize that everything that you've been
waiting for your whole life is standing
right there, there ain't nothing like love-

i spend twenty three hours a day wondering whether we're wrong for
each other, wondering whether we've got the energy that we need to
get through everything that we seem to get into, whether the baggage
we both bring would sink a small ship. but the twenty fourth hour, i
realize i've been thinking about him for twenty three hours and i come
back to there's something about him i can't stay away from. something
about him that makes me want to love him.

yea, kinda in a quotey mood. ;) it's been a good day, a good week, heck a good month! and hopefully it'll stay that way for awhile.

♥ you--

Tue, 11 Apr 2006 20:28:08 GMT

Sometimes I sit, stare
& wonder what the fuck I’m doing wrong.

I hate pretending I don’t see you
When I pass you by in the hall.

I may not understand anything about the world or anything that happens in my life, the only thing that makes sense to me is you, and how I feel about you. That's all i'll ever need to know, and thats enough for me for the rest of my life. - Boy Meets World

Thats is what we do...We fight. You tell me when I am being an arrogant son of the bitch and I tell you when you are a pain in that ass. Which you are, 99% of the time. I am not afriad to hurt your feelings. You have like a 2 second rebound and you go back doing the next another pain in the ass thing. So it's not going to be easy, it's going to be really hard, we're going to have to work at at this everyday, but I want to do that because I want you. I want all of you. Forever, you and me everyday. - The Notebook.

I walk through the hallways at school
and laugh at the boys i used to like,
because not one of them
even comes close to you.--my favOriTe--

yea, i'm pretty bored, but this has definitely passed time a little bit, it's so 4*30. i may make an update, a real one, later! -cross your fingers!-

<3 you buddY*

Tue, 21 Mar 2006 18:41:14 GMT

This thing called love - I'm addicted to it. And there are some moments in my life that I wish I could freeze for just a moment, long enough to take a picture, not just of what's happening but what's being felt and all those fine lines in between and keep it always--You give me those moments.

Do what you got to do

Know what you got to know

Hold on till it hurts

Then learn to let go

Love is a --mess-- but at least it’s a beautiful one.

And from the moment people tried to steer me away from you
it all just fueled my fire and before i knew it, i couldnt resist you.

sometimes the hardest things to leave behind,
were the things you never had in the first place.

yea-i'm wayyy bored*

Mon, 20 Mar 2006 21:27:19 GMT

" because for me it's always been you.
always. and i've tried to fight it, i've tried to deny it
but i can't. you're undeniable."
-theOC

i really can't remember the last time i was this happy. and i'm hoping it lasts!! ;)

love you-

Tue, 14 Mar 2006 20:32:44 GMT

wow-y0u just made my wh0Le wEEk--

♥ y0u s0z*

dOwnlOaD tHiS sOnG*--

Thu, 09 Mar 2006 18:45:28 GMT

Tell me what we got, tell me it's a lot, tell me it's the real thing
Tell me not to change and always be the same, tell me that's a good thing
It's a good thing
Tell me not to lie, tell me not to wait
Tell me that you want the same things as me
Tell me that it's fate, driving me insane
Tell me it's the real thing
The real thing

that isn't the whole song, just the chorus, but its soooo great. -liz loves bo bice's hair, for those of you who heard it on the radio monday morning...lol- it's been a crazy week, i've been to school one day...haha* my ass is probably failing english, but i'm gonna finish that freakin paper tonight...thank god, i'm sick of having to worry about it. i finally decided i'm not goin to prom, i have no desire to be at that school any more than i have to, and i've been one year, so thats enough for me. i may look back twenty years from now, and wish i'd gone, but i'll worry about that then. i'll definitely come to grand march to see my buddies tho...-the few i have left- ;) i definitely dont have the same relationship i did with some people last year, but heck, i dont ever come to school, and when i am there, i only talk to a very select few, so it's not that i hate you, but if your not in one of my classes, i dont see you enough to have a real relationship with you. -not that anybody noticed i'd stopped talking to them- haha*

anyway, this is long enough, i need to run back to the post office. -left half the mail over there-

♥ you guYs*--

Mon, 06 Mar 2006 20:47:58 GMT

--just remember when he catches you looking, that he was looking back--

♥

Fri, 03 Mar 2006 16:51:31 GMT

I Could Not Ask For More-Edwin McCain--

Lying here with you
Listening to the rain
Smiling just to see the smile upon your face
These are the moments I thank God that I'm alive
These are the moments I'll remember all my life
I found all I've waited for
And I could not ask for more
Looking in your eyes
Seeing all I need
Everything you are is everything to me
These are the moments
I know heaven must exist
These are the moments I know all I need is this
I have all I've waited for
And I could not ask for more

[Chorus]
I could not ask for more than this time together
I could not ask for more than this time with you
Every prayer has been answered
Every dream I have's come true
And right here in this moment is right where I'm meant to be
Here with you here with me

These are the moments I thank God that I'm alive
These are the moments I'll remember all my life
I've got all I've waited for
And I could not ask for more

[Chorus]

I could not ask for more than the love you give me
'Cause it's all I've waited for
And I could not ask for more
I could not ask for more

i've listened to this song a million times before-but i think last night was the first time i really ever listened to it--oh well* have a good weekend!

♥ you- sOZ*--

Mon, 27 Feb 2006 04:26:19 GMT

You know, I can't remember the last time we kissed. Cause you never think the last time is the last time, you think there'll be more. You think you have forever but you don't.

"Have you ever woke up from a really good dream & just tried to go back to sleep?
or had the flu & you promise yourself that you'll appreciate normal so much more if you could just get back to it?
That's the way I feel; I just want things to go back to the way they were."

"If your always looking for reasons not to be with somebody, then youll always find them... sometimes you just need to let go and give your heart what it deserves"
-One Tree Hill

so yea, its not been a great weekend, at all. probably one of the worst i've had in awhile. -gotta take the good with the bad tho-

i'm wayyy tired, i didn't do my english, and i dont care, i'm goin to bed-

♥ yOU sOz*--

NOTE TO SELF--ASK CAPTAIN--

Thu, 23 Feb 2006 21:15:33 GMT

"You must think that I'm this great big slut or something, huh? But, I'm just trying to live life... and have fun. And... If I feel like kissing some boy, then so be it. No regrets."
Dawson's Creek

i suppose it's time for one of those grand updates, about my grand life...what a freakin jokE*

i'm in one of those moods when you want everybody to ask you whats wrong and feel sorry for you, and then when they do, you're mean, and at the time it seems right to bite their head off, and two seconds after they walk out the door you regret it. yea, one of those* =(

it's been the longest damn week ever, karen's been here...ummm..ONE DAY this week*, yea ONE* so i guess i'm complaining because i've actually had to work this week. hah- i can't complain too much, this past month has been what i needed, nothing short of wonderful.

i'm sick of high school, i'm sick of everybody caring so much about what I do. i didn't realize everybody was so concerned with MY life, and...haha- i guess they're really not, but it's gossip, and i work in the sheriff's office, so yea, two guesses as to what it is....IT'S NOT TRUE! i'd really appreciate it if everybody would just stop talking about it.

so yea, anyway, guess who still hasn't bought their prom dress, that'd be me. i dont care, i really dont even wanna go, but i know if i don't in twenty years, i'll regret it! so we'll see i guess!

SENIORITIS--wow, i have it sooooo bad. graduation can't get here soon enough. i'll probably cry like a baby, but i'm definitely not gonna miss that place at all.

ok, i guess i'm finished for now. it's almost 4:30, and that means its time to get the hell outta here. tomorrow's FRIDAY! =)

♥ yOu--

Wed, 08 Feb 2006 21:27:01 GMT

--had a bad day again--

♥

Mon, 06 Feb 2006 04:21:36 GMT

I know when he's been on your mind
That distant look is in your eyes
I thought with time you'd realize
It's over, over
It's not the way I choose to live
And something somewhere's got to give
As sharing this relationship gets older, older

You know I'd fight for you
But how I can fight someone who isn't even there
I've had the rest of you now I want the best of you
I dont care if that's not fair

Chorus:

Cause I want it all
Or nothing at all
There's no where left to fall
When you reach the bottom it's now or never
Is it all
Or are we just friends
Is this how it ends
With a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing at all

There are times it seems to me
I'm sharing you with memories
I feel it in my heart
But I don't show it, show it
And then there's times you look at me
As though I'm all that you can see
Those times I don't believe it's right
I know it, know it

Don't make me promises
Baby you never did know how to keep them well
I've had the rest of you
Now I want the best of you
It's time for show and tell

Chorus

Cause you and I
Could lose it all if you've got no more room
No room inside for me in your life
Cause I want it all
Or nothing at all
There's no where left to fall
It's now or never

Chorus x2

i seriously love this song*--it's old, but it's great!

Mon, 23 Jan 2006 19:17:36 GMT

--I’ve had the rest of you

now I want the best of you--

I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything
But I won't give up
-Nickelback

no matter how hard we try to ignore it or try to deny it
eventually the lies fall away
whether we like it or not
but heres the truth about the truth
it hurts
so, we lie.

i'll finish this later*

Wed, 18 Jan 2006 19:07:36 GMT

I can't keep being your second option

not when you're my first♥

i don't wanna spend another night
trying to figure why you're
always on my mind... all i know is
you keep me coming back for more
even when i think ive had enough

The smile in your eyes

made some of the lies worth believing♥

you can't fight the tears that ain't comin'
or the moments of truth in your lies,
when everything feels like the movies,
yeah you bleed just to know your alive.

i would gladly hit the road,
get up and go if i knew,
that someday it would lead me back to you.

it's not like you to say sorry.

don't make me promises, baby you never did know how to keep them well.

i don't remember what was poundin' more,
my heart in my chest - or the hood of that ford ♥

i'm doing good, updating twice in one week* i do believe thats a record. sheriffs outta town, majors outta town, lifes good at the sheriffs office for the rest of this week, that may be the reason i've had time to update...yea, that IS the reason! i think i found the prom dress i want, but crissy and i were talking today, i'm not even excited anymore, it's just one of those things you feel obligated to do. i had fun last year, actually i had a blast, mason was a great date, but it wasn't worth the stress. i stress over everything these days. last week, i'm not even kidding, i've never been that stressed in my life, and honestly i hope i never am again. things have definitely settled down a lot, it got pretty rough there for about 24 hours*..i was worried!

i'm not on the sheriffs good side, you'd think that would worry me, and make me actually 'work'...haha* it'll pass over by the weekend, and he'll have forgotten all about it, hopefully*

this is really way too long, so i guess i'll stop*

Elizabeth Suzanne Cress-i hope you're feeling better, I freakin miss you!!!

♥ you* ;)